Am feeling a little squeamish, have moved it all to another site - until I work out how I really feel about all this.

I felt safe to write whatever because I felt completely anonymous - all this has been like talking to a complete stranger on a train. But I'm not, really. And I can either password protect and start again - which goes against the idea that I was freely offering up my mind-garbage to the cyber gods - or I can seriously rethink what I put up for everyone who knows me/knows of me to see. "XX has found my blog, OMFG" is an exclamation I've had far too much reason to make in recent times.